Not Suitable for Minors

"Your inability to follow clear simple directions should not hinder my process toward my goals."
oh but how it does.

I wanted to write today about the studio - the plus and minus points of friendliness and the idiotic mistakes people make in conversation that point to low EQ.

Instead I'm pissed and unable to do anuthing about it - and my headache is aggrivated - because my specialists office can't follow simple directions (Do NOT call in my script, I have to shop around for a pharmacy that might have some of the medication left! Please mail the script to me at my home address.) and now not only do I not have a physical script (a month later!!!!) but I also now keep getting stupid calls from Caremark because they want to be positive I know that they can not fill my prescription and they are recieving no reply to their correspondence with my specialists office.

FUCK ALL OF YOU DUMB PEOPLE.
You have record of correspondence from me. Both of them do. Doctor's office: do your damn job and reply to the pharmacy and come up with an alternative treatment for me because in the meantime my personal life, my marriage, is going through hell because I am only half a human being.
Pharmacy idiots: I GET IT! However, I already have an appointment to see my doctor at the end of this month, I can't see her sooner, I've already acknowledged everything you've told me AND I DIDN'T SEND YOU THE SCRIPT IN THE FIRST PLACE. Stop calling me. Lose my phone number. Kindly fuck off.


....5 minutes later...
Dr's office just called me apologizing and has faxed Express Scripts/CVS a response basically stating that the script was sent to them in error, stop contacting their patient immediately, and for future reference there is no real substitute for Midrin so kindly bugger off. Jennifer is now back on my good side. This means if those idiots call me again I'm going to get all the info I can from them, talk to a supervisor again, and report it as harassment to the Better Business Bureau. 


And also probable carpal tunnel plus headaches makes a very grumpy, very unlovable, very unaccomplished artist. Open Studios is this weekend but even just typing this is more strain on my wrist than I can hide the pain of. 4 more postcards completed by Saturday? Yeah... sadly not gonna happen. Pain doesn't cause depression, inability to do things due to severe pain causes depression.
And if a pain patient admits to depression guess what - they stop treating pain and dope you up against the depression... which doesn't go away because you're still in pain...
Oh my how the ways Spring can suck